Want to lose weight

I'm currently a fat ass , everyone will come to me and say ' hey vivian you gain weight ' and i was thinking ' what the fuck you care man , i like you like ? ' Hahahahahah ! seriously i need to lose weight , so fat man . Because i'm asian 53 kg consider super fat . HAHAHA damn it . But i love to eat =(  okay from now on i'll try to control my eating . Ngek i target 45 kg so i would be miss universe xD just joking . Want to swim , but i'm scared beacuse no one accompany me. I'm alone ! i scared of ' sui guai ' later pull me i will be dead man . You guys would'nt see me blogging anymore Hahaha . But no one knows i got a fucking blog man . That's good because my blog sucks , and my english is sucks too . Bye humans !